zakamitesro

Welcome to The Sanctuary

  • He/They

Novice Game Developer, Novice Programmer.

Fan of Video Games and Anime.

Constantly Learning, Failing, Growing.
23 yo


Hi, I'm Zakami Tesro, an ever-learning game dev and programmer. Career wise, there's nothing to talk about. I am currently working on a twin-stick space shooter currently dubbed "Project Axios" but there isn't much to talk about or show. I will probably make a page specifically for that.

Interest wise, I'm a fan of many anime and games. I haven't been watching as much anime as I would like, or as much as I used to, so feel free to drop suggestions to what I should watch. I'm into pretty much every genre and my standards for enjoyment is very low. If it's better than Taboo Tattoo, I'll probably watch and enjoy it. This is the same for games though, I play a lot more. I tend to complete games to the utmost of my ability, most recent to this post being Cyberpunk 2077 (I just today completed the final achievement). I also play Halo (all of them) and Valorant casually. The only genre I'm not interested in is Battle Royale, so feel free to drop suggestions.



It feels impossible to be anything that I want to be.

The plan was to stop at 17 and now I'm 23 and I find myself having trouble justifying it. I feel hated by the world. I want to think that things will get better, but I don't believe it. It's so very painful. I want a future that I don't think is possible. I want to live to see a world that I don't think can exist. I want to feel hopeful but I feel very hopeless.

Am I wrong? I want to be. I want someone to say that things are, and will, get better. To show me that everything will be okay. To make me believe in them and it. I want to know that it'll be worth living another day.

Fuck, man. I don't know what to do and I'm losing the energy and willpower to do anything.